A few days ago, Wern said something that hurts me a lot and quite hunting me. She used to say I'm acting like someone, since last year. She even said I'm more serious last year, this year's being better. I told her, humans are like that. When you're closer to someone and both of you get together often, you will get at least a little influence by her. I couldn't show how hurt I was that time, I couldn't let her see my hurt face.
So long, 2 years. At last, I'm getting myself better than the past. This year, I finally succeeded in making myself more happy, more open-minded than usuall, I thought. But Wern's words make me felt horrible for myself. I'm living in someone's shadow for such a long time. I'm not my self, I'm not belong to my own. I'm copying others, I'm acting like others, not my TRUE self.
To me, it's a hurt ones. Because I'm sick of being someone while I don't realize it and found it when people starts saying me this and that. So my solution, get more touch with others, lots more people. Why? Because I'm the one and only, Sumi Yukiko, Princess of Happiniess, that solves problems as fast as I could, in order to continue stay happy.
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